Hibernation

03-27-2009 Friday

It has been a long week, (and a long month too for that matter), but it all ended fairly okay. Now, I'm looking forward for a 5-day vacation which is something I prefer to call 'hibernation'. Earlier we wrapped up the month of March at work and I'm pretty satisfied with the stats I ended up with plus the commission I'm getting in a week or so. Who wants to go out and drink?!! Nah, I got my head kicked real hard the last time I got drunk so what I need to do with my vacation is get lots of zzzz's especially during the afternoon since my bodyclock was poorly ruined that I tend to wake up at 3 or 4 in the morning no matter how early or late I sleep at night.

Another thing, this vacation is something I need so I can spend some time with him to just hang-out, try to get to know him more before I give the magic word called 'yes'. Uhh, yeah, he's been exerting effort lately to show me he cared and I really appreciated that. I love the fact that he always send me a message, and even accompanied me on my way to the office for the past 3 days. He seemed to compensate the days that he didn't show up. Hah! That's what I need from him. Stop saying the mushy words and just prove 'em. I'm not that hard to please and right now, I'm just waiting for the right time to tell him 'yes'.

Though, I still have some reservations. I don't want to fall for him so hard he might break me to pieces. I maybe just being overly paranoid but I haven't been with a guy as goodlooking as him so it scares the hell out of me. Oh well, he seemed to be worth the risk anyway.

I will update sometime soon. In the meantime, let me enjoy my Hibernation.

posted by Monica-Lynne @ 5:00 AM