Who am I kidding?
03-08-2009 Sunday
[Please, don't even think about falling for me. You don't wanna be the next prey of my selfish inhibitions. Stay away... Back out before it's too late.]
Who the hell am I kidding? I'm the one who got myself into this. Another prospect. Another someone to break into pieces after I'm done using and taking advantage of? No. I don't want to do this.
I promised myself that I'm gonna be single for awhile...like maybe a few months, just to pull myself together and figure out how to really fall for someone the next time I meet a someone. Then what? Just a few weeks after being single, here I go again, liking someone. This is not the same Mr. fucking Airhead-I'm-too-handsome-dude at work. In fact he's not even a colleague of mine.
He just popped out of nowhere. Like bam! With those breathtaking goddamn beautiful eyes. Goddamn beautiful eyes of a freaking stranger.
I'm not gonna spill out any other details for now. I just don't want him to be the next victim of my selfishness. I'd rather be alone for now. Save him from myself. God, I'm a plague.
posted by Monica-Lynne @ 5:22 PM
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