New Start
02-07-2009 Saturday
I'm all about new beginnings today. I'm starting anew. Starting all over again. If you have the chance to right the wrongs you've made, why not take the opportunity and at least try to make yourself a better person? Pretty poetic huh?
Well, I just realized that I've been selfish for awhile now and I think it's time for some attitude makeover. Time to make someone else happy instead of always thinking of myself.
I've asked my boyfriend for another chance to work our relationship out. We've been together for almost a year and we've both invested time and emotions that it'll all be wasted if I let myself fall for someone else. And besides, he has always been kind and understanding and I owe him a lot.
Earlier today, we went to Market Market in Taguig for the final meet-up with the seller of the Japanese Spitz. On the way there, we remained silent and elusive to each other. I dont know where to begin. I don't know how to apologize. My mind can't make up the right words.
We were sitting like two cold statues of misery when the seller finally arrived with the fluffy white puppy in her arms. That's all it took to change our mood. We started talking and laughing as he carried the puppy. The seller gave me the certificate of vaccination and I handed her the money. She really is a sweet young lady with a pleasant smile and I thanked her for her time, shook her hand for the last time and off we went.
On the way home, we were talking to each other again as if nothing happened. As if he didn't discover that I'm liking someone else. As if he didn't curse me on IM. Nothing else mattered but us and the new companion that I just bought. I never thought that a cute little puppy can bridge a gap between two people who lost each other's trust.
That's when I decided to give ourselves another chance to make our relationship work. We didn't get the chance to talk because the puppy is already tired and obviously thirsty so i have to hurry home.
When I got home, I texted him and shared my thoughts about our relationship. He agreed and the pact was made. One more chance. The last chance to hold on to what we have and keep what we've had. The last chance to also prove myself that I can be a better person for him.
Like I said, it's all about new beginnings. It really does feel good to do good. Mark my word on that.
Oh yeah, here's Damien, my new baby:
All together now: "Aww.."
posted by Monica-Lynne @ 11:47 PM
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