Scars Issue

01-24-2010 Sunday

The wounds on my badly beaten arm are starting to heal, which is a relief because I can finally take a bath without crying in pain. Merely 4 days ago when the accident happened, these wounds are fresh and everytime it was touched by water, every layer of my skin is screaming with unexplainable pain. It was a nightmare.

It was so painful you'll feel like you will lose consciousness, it was like the pain I felt when the doctor cleaned my wounds, God I swear I was like a 5 year old kid crying in the emergency room as the good doctor mercilessly wiped my wounds with this wet gauze. Looking back, I know I was so close to fainting that my vision has started to blur. I'm still wondering how I made it alive. The accident is bad but the wounds you get, and the pain from those wounds are the worst. I suddenly prefer an operation, at least they cut you in half without you knowing it or feeling any pain, thank heavens anesthesia was invented.

Another thing I have to deal with now is the scars after the wounds have healed. The good doctor gave me this healing cream that will also prevent scars, according to him. Well, here I am hoping that's true because I can't always wear a jacket all the time just to hide my arms! My right arm looks hideous now, it looked like it was burned. Some of the scraped skin are starting to peel off, and it's this ugly shade of brown that stands out from my fair skin. I really hope this wouldn't leave any scar, uhh, a little is okay but not as big as this wound now, oh please.

Can anyone suggest a good product guaranteed to make scars disappear? This is just in case the healing cream is not as good as I was told. I'm hoping it is but I wanted to be really really sure that I won't have any scars. How will I become a movie star if I have these nasty scars on my arm?! Hell yeah.

I will wait for the results of this healing cream but of course, I want to be armed with another product to use on my healing wounds, again, to make sure that my arm will look as it did before. Let's see, I will look around some products and some suggestions will also help. Anyone? Please?

Alright, I'm out, I'm getting hungry again. Alex is sprawled on the floor under my feet, snoring like a pig and I gotta give this guy a nice kick to wake him up, it's almost dinner time. You know, after the accident, he's making it up to me by spending lots of time with me in the house to take care of me and to help out. Hah! He gotta do it, otherwise, I'll be really bitchy to him. I'm totally out, now!

Labels: alex, cream, healing, pink crimson, scars, wounded

posted by Monica-Lynne @ 2:50 AM