Scars Issue

01-24-2010 Sunday

The wounds on my badly beaten arm are starting to heal, which is a relief because I can finally take a bath without crying in pain. Merely 4 days ago when the accident happened, these wounds are fresh and everytime it was touched by water, every layer of my skin is screaming with unexplainable pain. It was a nightmare.

It was so painful you'll feel like you will lose consciousness, it was like the pain I felt when the doctor cleaned my wounds, God I swear I was like a 5 year old kid crying in the emergency room as the good doctor mercilessly wiped my wounds with this wet gauze. Looking back, I know I was so close to fainting that my vision has started to blur. I'm still wondering how I made it alive. The accident is bad but the wounds you get, and the pain from those wounds are the worst. I suddenly prefer an operation, at least they cut you in half without you knowing it or feeling any pain, thank heavens anesthesia was invented.

Another thing I have to deal with now is the scars after the wounds have healed. The good doctor gave me this healing cream that will also prevent scars, according to him. Well, here I am hoping that's true because I can't always wear a jacket all the time just to hide my arms! My right arm looks hideous now, it looked like it was burned. Some of the scraped skin are starting to peel off, and it's this ugly shade of brown that stands out from my fair skin. I really hope this wouldn't leave any scar, uhh, a little is okay but not as big as this wound now, oh please.

Can anyone suggest a good product guaranteed to make scars disappear? This is just in case the healing cream is not as good as I was told. I'm hoping it is but I wanted to be really really sure that I won't have any scars. How will I become a movie star if I have these nasty scars on my arm?! Hell yeah.

I will wait for the results of this healing cream but of course, I want to be armed with another product to use on my healing wounds, again, to make sure that my arm will look as it did before. Let's see, I will look around some products and some suggestions will also help. Anyone? Please?

Alright, I'm out, I'm getting hungry again. Alex is sprawled on the floor under my feet, snoring like a pig and I gotta give this guy a nice kick to wake him up, it's almost dinner time. You know, after the accident, he's making it up to me by spending lots of time with me in the house to take care of me and to help out. Hah! He gotta do it, otherwise, I'll be really bitchy to him. I'm totally out, now!

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Beating Boredom

01-23-2010 Saturday

Howdy, I'm back. Sorry, I didn't give yáll much time to miss me eh? Well, I realized I have nothing to do anyway. I've watched two kinda long films titled 'Dorothy' and 'The Abandoned'. I didn't enjoy those films much, maybe because my eyes are tired from staring at the TV, even feeling like I would throw up after watching. My eyes are starting to give me a hard time as much as this bad right arm, and it's making me not like this vacation thing that I've been given.

I did nothing useful today, matter of fact, I felt like a freaking useless sloth who can die at anytime without anyone noticing. I want to help out in the house chores but even the littlest effort to move around is killing me. The pain creeps from my badly wounded arm to every part of my body. It's amazing how the entire body feels one single pain a part of it feels, I can't remember studying anatomy so all I can say about it is it's freaking amazing.

In a way, I'm also missing going to work. Not that I want to take in calls again, I just want to see the remaining teammates that I can call family at work. Besides, I need my salary but it looks like I wouldn't be expecting much by next payday. I'm calculating how much I'm gonna earn for working a two day 11 hour shift. 2 days because by next week, I'll be on leave again for 2 days. Seems like when I file a leave, it's always approved in the wrong time.

Well, my body is craving for this type of rest so even if it means, I'm not gonna earn much next payday then so be it. This rest is very much needed for my body to rejuvenate, and health is more important than lots of money.

Ok, I have to stop typing again. Got some meds to take, and gotta sleep early. I was just slightly bored so I decided to face the computer for a couple of minutes, and I missed being online for hours..well, now's not the time to post some long boring stuff..I really have to go. Goodnight guys!

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