The verdict is IN
01-15-2009 Thursday
I'm staying. Yeah, you heard right from the mouth of the same girl who used to bitch about her job..me. I just figured out that I love this job, the company, the people around me (with a few exceptions), the office..everything. I want to stay. Damn. Funny how I have to file a resignation letter first before I realized that.
This isn't the right time to quit. Fuck, there is NO right time to quit. You just gotta go out there, fuck those losers who get in the way and keep the fire burning. I'm still waiting for that fire to burn hell inside my veins then I can shoot out fucking fireballs at work. In other words, my manager said I need a few days off..a vacation. To sort of find the fire inside. To put off the pressure hanging on my shoulders. That's just what I need. A fucking vacation. Not a fucking resignation.
I'll take a few days off, that's for sure but I won't leave nor resign. I'm already here. This ain't a place for namby-pambies, this is dog eat dog, survival of the fucking fittest arena. I've learned a very important lesson about not giving up what you already have just because you feel screwed up and I will definitely keep it etched inside my complicated brain in case I might need that in the future as a cure from overdosed frustration.
Now if only I could find a cure for my inconsistency. Hmm.
posted by Monica-Lynne @ 11:46 PM
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