Continously searching
01/03/2009 Saturday
Searching for a distraction, that is.
Today is another day for me to search for something that will hold myself together and not think about the beloved companion I just lost a few days ago. It's so hard. Especially with the things that kept on reminding me of him.
I'm afraid of getting home from the Saturday worship service because I miss the sight of him, greeting us once we opened the door. I miss hugging him. I miss the way he erased the stress I have for the day when I went home from work. I wonder if I'll ever get over this feeling of longing. Maybe I will but a part of him will always be with me and I'm not letting that go no matter how painful it is to hold on.
Boring Saturday. Then, later I have to work. Sucks. Work and not get any sleep. Sucks. Get home from work and not see my Seifer. SUCKS.
posted by Monica-Lynne @ 10:40 PM
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