Plan A? Plan B?
08-01-2010 Sunday
I've been trying to get Alex to confess to me since yesterday but I always fail. He wouldn't budge even though I noticed he's becoming more and more bothered, like when we went to Tutuban earlier, I know he is with me but he looked like his mind is elsewhere.
Also, another weird thing I noticed was he talked to me about wanting to go home to my gramma. I shot him a confused look, and asked him why. He said he wanted to rest in a different place because the boarding house is getting too noisy. Not so him. As far as I can remember, he doesn't want to be there in our house, he used to say it's far away from everything, it's almost a remote place yada yada. And now, he's wanting to go there?
I told him he needs to get some sleep then, we'll talk about going home when he wake up. I thought has has forgotten it but when we were watching a late night TV show, he brought it up again. He began talking about living in a different place with me and my family. He asked about my housing loan. He told me he wanted to live in the house that I will purchase, and he can just do business of spare motorcycle parts there. That's in Bulacan! Seriously?! I thought he doesn't like being away from Manila?!
Oh and wait a minute. He's talking about a future with me? Am I really hearing him right?
I asked him more than three times if he's sure about what he's saying and he said yes all the time. Seriously?! I wanted to think that he's only wanting to hide, to run away from the people he has abused, but there's something in the way he talk that tells me he meant every word.
Even though I'm so close to believing him, I held back. We still have this incident matter at hand, and I have to remember that I am betrayed by this guy whom I love so much so while this things are not yet settled, then, I have to be more careful in trusting him. He needs to prove himself over again, then, we're back to square one.
Also, another weird thing I noticed was he talked to me about wanting to go home to my gramma. I shot him a confused look, and asked him why. He said he wanted to rest in a different place because the boarding house is getting too noisy. Not so him. As far as I can remember, he doesn't want to be there in our house, he used to say it's far away from everything, it's almost a remote place yada yada. And now, he's wanting to go there?
I told him he needs to get some sleep then, we'll talk about going home when he wake up. I thought has has forgotten it but when we were watching a late night TV show, he brought it up again. He began talking about living in a different place with me and my family. He asked about my housing loan. He told me he wanted to live in the house that I will purchase, and he can just do business of spare motorcycle parts there. That's in Bulacan! Seriously?! I thought he doesn't like being away from Manila?!
Oh and wait a minute. He's talking about a future with me? Am I really hearing him right?
I asked him more than three times if he's sure about what he's saying and he said yes all the time. Seriously?! I wanted to think that he's only wanting to hide, to run away from the people he has abused, but there's something in the way he talk that tells me he meant every word.
Even though I'm so close to believing him, I held back. We still have this incident matter at hand, and I have to remember that I am betrayed by this guy whom I love so much so while this things are not yet settled, then, I have to be more careful in trusting him. He needs to prove himself over again, then, we're back to square one.
Labels: alex, Blumentritt, bothered, confession, incident, obscenities, pink crimson, tutuban
posted by Monica-Lynne @ 2:51 AM
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