Indebted To

07-27-2010 Tuesday

Can someone give me a profound answer to this question: If your indebted to someone, what do you need to do to fully return the favor? Or how long do you have to keep on repaying before you can completely say that your debt has been paid off?

I'm trying to remember the reasons why I agreed to live in the same house where the Fat Bitch and Lesbo Bitch live when all I wanna do is to take Alex as far away from them as possible. First reason I could remember is that we need to move out as soon as possible and it's always hard to find an available room in Manila. Second was since Alex knew them, we weren't required to pay a few months advance or deposit, we just paid the flat one month rate upon moving in. Third was I really don't have any other option at that time.

Even though it's mostly against my will to live with the bitches, I realized I really don't have any choice. I fortified myself with the thought that I wouldn't see much of them anyway since the room we rented is downstairs and they live in the noisy, hellish room upstairs. It didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would be, actually, it's not bad at all, considering that I've lived there for 2 months now and it's very seldom that those bitches irritate me.

However, that seldom wave of irritation is a hell of a headache for me. In most cases, it even starts an argument between me and Alex. It sucks when our relationship is going smoothly, we're both happy and everything when suddenly, one stupid request from either Fat Bitch or Lesbo Bitch would ruin everything. How does it work?

Here's how: (When I explain this, I'm sure you'll understand my question in the beginning of this post)

As you all know (well, some might not, but whatever....), this bitches kind of adopted Alex. He has lived with them for years without paying a single dime. In exchange of that, he does whatever they ask him to; drive me to this place, go there, buy this, buy that...well yeah, you get the picture. I thought that since I'm living with him and we're paying the rent, they would STOP asking him favors because technically, he's no longer their adopted slave, he's now one of the boarders who pay them monthly.

I am so wrong. I've forgotten one simple fact of life: When you're indebted to someone (especially if the someone happens to be an overbearing bitch), you're bounded with them for the rest of your miserable life. Since it's not money we're talking about here, how do we count the payback? Or is it gonna be an endless payback?

Seems like that's the case with Alex and those bitches. He can't get away from them. He's still binded. That's becoming the subject of most of our petty quarrels that would turn to serious arguments.

Like today, I am so mad at him for not saying no to the big fat bitch who asked him to drive them to the mall when in fact, he's very much aware that he has to drive me to work. What is that about? He's still doing those bitches favors that would mean he's gonna have to put them first before me? Why is that? Can't he say NO even for once?

Ok, maybe there was a time that he has refused to do something. But now, I'm expecting him to say NO more often because he's no longer their slave. He's paying a goddamn rent every fucking month and if they want someone to drive for them, then ask someone else, someone who would be willing to be a slave for them. Why would they even have an owner type jeep in the first place if none of them knows how to drive, for crissake?

The bitch has asked Alex to drive them to SM Centerpoint. I imagine he wouldn't wanna stay in the owner to wait for them so most likely, he'll be joining the bitch and her snotty little bastard of a son, for a quick stroll in the mall. Wow, sounds like fun! He'll be there in the mall, hanging out with the opportunistic bitch while I have to commute my way to work. Great.

I left the house mad. And he was mad too. He thought I was acting difficult. Well, maybe I was, but I think he's acting like a guy without any balls. If it has happened before, I would understand him because he doesn't have any choice but to obey, but now, the thing I don't understand is why are they still asking him favors every once in a while? It's affecting us. It's affecting our planned schedules and such. Shouldn't he be done with those stupid favors because he is paying them money now?

The answer to all this question is Indebted To. Stupid fucking word that goes beyond definitions.

So now, can anyone answer my very first question? The best answer will win an exclusive prize from me: I'll do you a favor. Any favor. Fair enough? Haha, I'm being sarcastic, you shmucks. I'm still pissed so yeah, gotta go before I say anything worse... poof*

Labels: alex, bitches, Blumentritt, boarding house, favors, indebted to, lesbo, pink crimson

posted by Monica-Lynne @ 4:49 AM