Work Kills

10-02-2009 Friday

It's not surprising that as this new month begins, the assholes at work has started to roll out new programs designed to make our goals harder to reach. No surprise for us agents, who have come to realize that they either wanna get rid of us or they just wanna make more money everytime we hit our goals.

Things are really getting ugly at work, when money and commission is involved. We work hard to sell and when payday comes, what we earn is a loose change compared to what those bastards get. There's just nothing new. Same old shit, getting shittier as the months progress.

I don't usually complain about these stuff, since there's nothing we can do about it unless we plan to boycott or something like that, I just settle to go to work as usual, take calls, sell if I can and if I don't, then that's fine, I'm stressed out enough to worry about those things. I just focus on the reasons that make me stay: a.) I'm the only one who works and getting another job is pretty damn hard lately. b.) Putting the bastards in the higher management aside, I've come to love the company itself, the ambiance and the wonderful colleagues that I consider as extended family members.

I consider myself as someone who gets attached to people and things after some time and letting go could be really hard for me. Disgustingly melodramatic but hey, that's what I am, and I don't intend to change. I remember the time when I almost resigned from work and I ended up feeling lonely like I'm gonna miss them so I had to take my resignation letter back. I'm staying. The fire has continued to burn until now.

I want to achieve things. I want a good career, a good life, a good amount of money coming in every other week, and I want to live alone with my gramma or maybe get married and live happily ever fuckin after. Why is it that now I feel like it's hard to get the things I want? Still, I believe that there will never be enough reason for anyone to give up so with that said, I ain't givin' up.

I'm just pissed with the new programs, new goals and stuff at work as we approach a new month. That's all. It doesn't mean that I'm gonna quit, the point of this post is to release this anger..and maybe to note myself that I am not giving up. Ever.

Labels: bastards, gramma, pink crimson, sprint, work

posted by Monica-Lynne @ 8:34 PM