Wake Me up when September Ends

09-30-2009 Wednesday

Stupid title, eh? Pardon me, I'm just thinking of something fit to say as this month ends and yes, I'm guilty, Billy of Greenday is a long time crush of mine.

I still can't believe how time flies so fast that it seemed only yesterday when I sat in front of this same computer and typed out a blog entry for the beginning of September and now, another month is ending again. Wake up? Well I still feel like I'm in a bad dream. My mother is still jobless and useless at home, okay she does some chores, SOME housechores and she's done, she goes back to sleeping or watching the damn TV. I still want to leave house while my mother is still here. I still want Alex to get away from those fat bitches in the boarding house. I'm still waiting, waiting for something I don't even know what.

Has anyone felt like that? Waiting for something you don't exactly know what is it your waiting for? Reminds me of a song titled Waiting for The World to Change. So am I waiting for that? For this freaking world to change? For what? So that all rich people will be poor and all poor people will rule the world. Yeah, isn't that nice?

It's Wednesday today and I have to go to work later. Damn right, back to that job that takes a lot out of me. I'm really waiting for things to change. I mean, everything's the same everyday. Maybe if my mom will start doing something at home, or start looking for a job instead of waiting as well, maybe then everything will change for the better. Maybe then, I'll start looking at her as a mother again.

As September ends, it means that we're getting closer to the end of the year and I don't want to spend another miserable new year. If you can get the chance to recall the first time I started blogging, which is December of last year, you'll know why my previous new year is miserable. This year, I want to end it happy and peaceful.

Please give my mom a job!!! Can anyone help me? Please. That's the only thing that will make me happy right now.

September ends, some things are changing, some stays the same...

Labels: alex mother, BITCH. pink crimson, greenday, september

posted by Monica-Lynne @ 8:16 PM