Working Things Out

09-25-2009 Friday

There's something about my relationship with Alex that makes me wonder how it ever get close to perfection even though we used to have some fights every now and then. With him, I feel like I can be more of myself, more of a psycho and he'll still love me no matter what.

When I saw him waiting for me outside or office building, with his face looking so ruggedly handsome beneath his just-got-out-of-bed hairdo, I resisted the urge to leap into his arms and hug him right then and there in the streetside. I casually walked up to him instead, unsure of what he's thinking, if he's still mad at me.

I sighed with relief when his lips cracked a smile and the bitterness in his eyes that I've seen last night is already gone, and all I could do is smile back. No words needed, just like that and we're able to work things out between us.

We strolled around the city, looking for a nice spot where we can eat and talk but the weather didn't seem to approve us having a picnic when it suddenly started to drizzle. We settled for a quick lunch in a crowded carinderia then went back to strolling.

Before the rain could get worse, we found a nice place to stay for awhile. Then we talked. I asked him why does he still love me in spite of me being bratty and all that, and he simply answered, 'It's all part of what I've loved about you..' That's a good enough answer as any and again, I wonder if someone has ever loved me as much as he did.

When we hugged, all I could think about is how I'm wishing so bad that he's the one for good because atthis point in my life, I can't see myself with anyone else but him.

Labels: alex, brat, love, pink crimson, psycho

posted by Monica-Lynne @ 7:48 PM