I'm Getting Fat.. and that's fine.

06-10-2009 Wednesday

I've gained some weight these past few days that I'm on vacation. The delicious food that my grandma always prepares is the one to blame. Oh and also my daily routine. I sleep at 10pm then I wake up at 11 in the morning, just in time to eat lunch, then after eating, I would sit in front of the computer then when my eyes get tired I lie on my bed and eventually fall asleep again. The routine of a total sloth, ain't it?

I don't have any form of exercise so I wouldn't be surprise if my cholesterol level is at it's peak. I feel too stressed and exhausted and I dread the thought of sweating,come on,the temperature is too hot that I'm already sweating even when I'm just sitting down. In a week or so, I'll be a pig. No maybe even worse. A boar.

I really don't care about being fat. I'm not like most girls who go on a diet, eat less, do aerobics or anything like that just to lose weight. That's crap. Everyone wants to be thin and when their pants tightened up a bit, they panic and rant about how fat they are, how ugly they are, how messy their hair looks. They criticize themselves too much. Most girls have this behavior that's why I have very few girl friends. Most of my friends are boys. You can wrestle with them all day and they wouldn't care about how their hair looks like or how dirty and smelly they are.

What's up with most girls anyway? They care too much about their looks yet they care less about others? Observe a Friendster or Facebook profile of a girl. It's filled with their best looking pictures but when you read the caption, it says something like, 'Oh no I look ugly please don't view'. What's up with that? You're posting a picture where in you seem to have applied way too much make-up just to look good yet you still criticize yourself? I never thought that narcissism and hypocrisy can blend that way.

As for myself, I like who I am and what I look like. If I have a good photo to share, I share it and I put a decent caption, something that neither brags nor rants. I don't believe that being thin means you are beautiful and sexy. I don't believe that you have to find fault in yourself often, to be honest I think that some people do it to get attention and to get other people tell them otherwise.

I'm satisfied with what I am. I never wished to be somebody else. I'm all about loving myself because this is where we begin to love others. I look in the mirror and as long as the girl looking back at me is healthy and smiling, I could've cared less of what others have to say.

Labels: girls, pink crimson, rants, thin

posted by Monica-Lynne @ 3:31 AM