Almost Gone

10-26-2009 Monday

The day that I've been waiting for for a couple of months now has finally arrived! The day that my bitch of a mother will be called to get back to work. Just when I thought I'd really need to relocate to get away from her, this wonderful thing happened. Hallelujah! I want to sing, jump, cry, shout, gee I wanna celebrate! I'm gonna need to buy that Red Ribbon sin they call 'White Forest' to celebrate this 'just because...' day that I thought would never come.

I plan to meet up with the landlord of the bedspacer ad that I saw online yesterday but I had to cancel that and apologized to the person I was texting. Now that the bitch will need to go back to work, there's no reason for me to runaway again. Time to get ahold of myself and let the anger difuse slowly while she's gone.

Alex came at our house around lunchtime, and I whispered the good news to him. He's also glad, he said that maybe I can go back to normal now that my mother will be away again. I gave him a look that said, what do you mean by that, and he laughed at that. I must admit that I've been pretty hard to handle these past few months and Alex has suffered a lot of headache for trying to deal with my psychotic bitchiness but now, we can start over again. No need for me to beg someone else's time and attention because there will be no emotional torture inside anymore. All of it, gone, gone, gone!

Based on what I heard from her while she's talking to my gramma, my aunt will just call her again tomorrow to talk about the arrangements of how she can go back and what day to be exact. I frowned at that because I'm expecting her to be gone asap. The sooner she packs her things and leave, the better.

I'm starting to think of the DVD's I'm gonna watch after she's gone. The rest that I will finally be able to take. The almighty remote control that I can hold again to view the shows I prefer to watch. Goodbye lame TV telenovelas. Hello hello english sitcoms. I think I already forgot what's on the boob tube but I can still check it all out once it's just me and my gramma again.

She'll be gone, and I'm already counting down the minutes till she's out the door. That's my little piece of happiness and I can't wait to take a bite.

Labels: alex, BITCH. pink crimson, gone, mother

posted by Monica-Lynne @ 3:27 AM